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prayer.

hannamarbun — Thu, 30 Dec 2010 11:10:48 +0000

Prayer is conversation with God; the intercourse of the soul with God, not in contemplation or meditation, but in direct address to him. Prayer may be oral or mental, occasional or constant, ejaculatory or formal. It is a “beseeching the Lord” (Ex. 32:11); “pouring out the soul before the Lord” (1 Sam. 1:15); “praying and crying to heaven” (2 Chr. 32:20); “seeking unto God and making supplication” (Job 8:5); “drawing near to God” (Ps. 73:28); “bowing the knees” (Eph. 3:14). ~~from http://www.christiananswers.net/dictionary/prayer.html

I’m in Turkey now, having a cross culture life. I meet up with so many new people. Waktu saya berdoa sebelum makan, inilah yang terlontar dari mulut beberapa orang.

“Ahhh, so sweet! I’m a Christian as well. But you are like an angel. I never pray before eating.” -Luna (22, Brazillian Girl)

“What is she doing?” -Onat (15, Turkish Boy) “She’s praying!” -Hüdai (41, Onat’s father)

“Are you sleeping?” -Ayşegül (27, Turkish Woman)

“sedangkan kamu sekalian yang berpaut pada TUHAN, Allahmu, masih hidup pada hari ini. Ingatlah, aku telah mengajarkan ketetapan dan peraturankepadamu, seperti yang diperintahkankepadaku oleh TUHAN, Allahku, supaya kamu melakukan yang demikian di dalam negeri, yang akan kamu masuk untuk mendudukinya. Lakukanlah itu dengan setia, sebab itulah yang akan menjadi kebijaksanaanmudan akal budimu di mata bangsa-bangsa yang pada waktu mendengar segala ketetapan ini akan berkata: Memang bangsa yang besar ini adalah umat yang bijaksana dan berakal budi.”-Ulangan 4:4-6

gara-gara Bang Once!

hannamarbun — Sat, 30 Oct 2010 15:49:37 +0000

Semalem kampus gue FHUI Nan Jaya mengadakan perayaan ulang tahunnya yang ke-86

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

Yah, gue makasih banget sama panitia yang udah bikin salah satu acara yang bagus yang pernah ada selama gue berkuliah di FHUI. Selain karena acara puncak Dies Natalis-nya yang oke, panitia bisa ngehadirin salah satu idola gue dari jaman seragam merah putih. Idola gue yang sangat ganteng baik muka maupun suaranya, yang juga alumni FHUI angkatan 1989. Ternyata dia udah tuaaaaa. Jaman dia kuliah, gue bahkan belum lahir. Dia adalah ELFONDA MEKKEL vokalis band yang dulunya gue sangat sukaaaa. Kenapa gue bilang dulu? Karena menurut gue lagu-lagunya Dewa 19 sekarang gak se-oke dulu.

Man, bisa ketemu orang yang lo idolain sejak muda, rasanya WAW! banget kalo menurut gue. Bisa ngelihat dia secara langsung dan denger suaranya secara LIVE!, dooh jujur semalem gue udah kayak ababil. Setiap lagunya gue rekam sampe handphone gue NO BATT~lalalala ;P

Tapi ya, emang suaranya Bang Once itu luar biasa banget. Dulu gue pernah nonton salah satu infotainment pas lagi puber-pubernya, katanya suara Bang Once itu pernah rusak ampe 3 tahunan. Udah berobat ke mana-mana, tapi gak juga bisa sembuh. Dia selalu berdoa sama Tuhan supaya suaranya disembuhin lagi, eh… Tuhan malah ngasih suara yang luar biasa kaya suaranya sekarang WAW!

Ya udahlah yahh, gue sedang tidak ingin membahas kuasa doa dan kepercayaan Bang Once saat ini. Meski sampai sekarang, cerita itu tetep jadi salah satu cerita yang indah buat gue tetep percaya kalo Tuhan yang gue punya adalah Tuhan yang luar biasa, yang mampu membuat segala sesuatu di luar apa yang pernah kita pikirkan… Beuggh, malah dilajutin kesaksiannya -,-

Pokoknya gue pamer-pamer ke semua orang di jejaring sosial kalo gue punya foto bareng Bang Once. Agak keseul sih, kalo seandainya BP yang rese’ itu gak menghalang-halangi, gue kan bisa punya foto berdua Bang Once *NGA to the REP*… Tapi ya udahlah, bisa di-crop juga, dan hasilnya TARRA…

gue seneng banget. WAW!

Hahahaha, dan pas gue lagi pamer-pamer sama sahabat SMA gue… Dia tanya lagu apa aja yang dibawain Bang Once semalam. Gue bilang banyak. Dia tanya lagi, Bang Once bawain gak lagu yang dulu suka gue nyanyiin pas SMA? Gue bingung dan mulai mengingat-ingat. Jadi menurut temen gue, dulu gue sering nyanyiin lagu itu dengan mengganti namanya jadi nama pacar gue waktu itu. Gue tambah bingung. Terus… temen gue ngetikin potongan liriknya (dengan nama mantan gue disamarkan),

**…*%$? kaulah hidupku. Aku cinta padamu sampai mati…**

Ya ampunnnn, sesayang itukah gue sama dia? Hahaha, yang gue tau dulu gue nyanyiin itu sepenuh hati. Dan entah kenapa ini mulai terdengar lucu buat gue sendiri.

Dooooh, makasih ya Bang Once udah dateng ke kampusku dan nyanyi banyak lagu… YOU ARE AWESOME! I LOVE YOU ♥ I LOVE YOUR GREATLY VOICE ♥

dan gara-gara Bang Once dateng ke kampus gue semalem, gue download lagu Dewa 19 yang bertajuk “DEWI” lagi… Makasih Bang Once udah ngingetin gue secara gak langsung, bahwa dia pernah punya arti sangat dalam hidup gue.

-kepada seseorang di masa lalu, be a good man!

YOU ♥

hannamarbun — Sat, 09 Oct 2010 08:53:33 +0000

If there is…

a home where I feel safe and warm,

an athmoshpere and a circumstances where I want to be,

a noisiness I love to listen again and again,

a very best fragrance in this world to me,

a wallow I will fall in to,

a temptation I would never reject,

and a mistake I will never regret,

IT MUST BE YOU!

♥

“Trust, but verify.” -Ronald Reagan

hannamarbun — Thu, 23 Sep 2010 09:35:11 +0000

…for only love can make a way.

hannamarbun — Tue, 14 Sep 2010 09:43:35 +0000

and it’s only YOURS!

disoriented blackpacker

hannamarbun — Tue, 14 Sep 2010 08:32:00 +0000

we started it by greeting on friendster, yet we never talked directly even we were studying at the same school.
we made a plan to do backpacking and did it!

we know each other by journeys.
for us, 5 t-shirts are too much. 6 is better.
we want to surround Borobudur Temple and explore Jogjakarta once again someday.
we laugh so much. and people worried if we are mad.
our arms are our feet, and we flutter what our feet are.
buy so many things to eat then fall asleep before we finish.
one of us is zombie and keep sleeping while we don’t know where we are.
the other says that she hates something. then a minute later she says that she doesn’t. just want to say.
we love straying. we know the way by it.

we seek the angle and make pictures.

we don’t want to stop walking until our feet have found nowhere to go.

we keep dreaming about the voyage we could make again and again.

the most important is WE ARE CRAZY BEST FRIEND~we hope it last forever.

ring.

hannamarbun — Thu, 13 May 2010 11:59:20 +0000

I didn’t go with him. But I will go by myself. With this loneliness.

Today is like the last year.
Same day.
Same event.
Same celebration.

Softly the voice of the man-who-I-love asked me whether I want to go with him or no.
And the rain-that-I-love destroyed everything.

Yeah, I still wait for somebody who will give me a ring. This year.

Depok. 09:47 WIB.

King of Chocolates ♥

hannamarbun — Tue, 20 Apr 2010 05:31:23 +0000

When life felt so bitter and I hated going outside.

The thought of looking for sugar spattered from my mind.

I found a river that the water gave me sweetness.

However it was not deathless.

When the sun shined so blazing, it got poorly paid.

Then I didn’t know where to go until I know the truth!

There’s no need to run and find the other beauty.

It’s best for me to face the exacerbation and hold Your hands tight.

Afterward, I can pass all of the problems with Your incredibly sweet love

It’s just like drink the King of Chocolate.

Enjoy the bitterness and the sweetness from a straw!

Categories :)

hannamarbun — Mon, 19 Apr 2010 02:57:37 +0000

Dulu gue benci sama nama gue. Nggak tahu kenapa. Tapi ternyata banyak juga yang bilang nama gue bagus sayangnya, terlalu wanita. Anyway, gue suka banget sama kata-kata ini.

HOPE.

FAITH.

LOVE.

I believe that things bring MIRACLES.

Dan gue baru menyadari, bahwa…

Hope, Faith, and Love, they bring Miracles!!! itu tuh sama dengan inisial nama gue, Hanna Friska Luciana Marbun.

Okelah.

Ternyata nama gue OKAAAY! Cihuuuuy

Dan sekarang gue bikin kata-kata itu jadi Kategori di blog ini ♥

I MISS YOU GUYS, SERIOUSLY!

hannamarbun — Fri, 16 Apr 2010 02:06:18 +0000

Gimana rasanya kalo lo lagi kangen banget sama orang dan lo bahkan ngga tahu kapan bisa ketemu mereka lagi? Gimana rasanya kalo lo lagi kangen ama orang-orang yang pernah bilang betapa mereka sayang ama lo, tapi lo belum pernah bilang ke mereka how much you love them? Gimana rasanya kalo lo nggak bisa ngelakuin apa yang mereka minta sama lo? dan pada saat lo pengen untuk ngelakuin hal itu, mereka pergi…

everytime I saw your profile, I always feel so sad! You guys said to me, ‘HANNA, AKU JINDDA KKAMU!’ but until this time, I never say, ‘사랑해!!!’ to you! where are you? I don’t even have a chance to say goodbye directly with you! We didn’t have a farewell time so we couldn’t cry together! I really really really MISS you! SERIOUSLY!!! You are bad guys! You guys didn’t tell me that you leaved! You said, ‘미안해’ and ‘DON’T CRY, HANNA!’ on the phone when I was crying the day before you went!I don’t care what people think about me, about their opinion- what I can get in three times I met you! I always pray all the best for you guys!

dedicated to:

*Jeong Kang Kuk-BIG-HEAD! ckckckck ^^, I miss the time you said ‘이 바보!’ to me over and over again!

*Lee Dong Hyeok, ACTUALLY I want to call you 오빠! SERIOUSLY, gue nggak lagi ngerasa itu manja banget! I know you are happy hearing that!

사랑해요!!!